On Slowing Down

by Rachael on May 31, 2012

the gnome, 05.22.12

The Gnome at three months

From my journal, Friday, May 25, 2012 — Another week nearly gone. On my lap, a three-month-old baby — sleeping now with his head against my chest. How is it that so much time has passed already?

Except as it always does — day by day by day.

the gnome, 04.22.12

At two months

Sometimes I catch my mind rushing ahead to whatever is supposed to happen next and next and next.

So I stop my mind and place it in the moment — and then the moment seems to pass so painfully, painfully slowly.

But isn’t such mindfulness the secret to finding more time in the day — more time in my life — more time with the children, who are growing so quickly, quickly?

the gnome, 03.22.12

At one month

Why the pain in slowing down — why the boredom, the malaise?

If I’ve found the secret to having more time with my loved ones — why do I resist?

the gnome, 02.29.12

One week old, just after Rousseau's arrival

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Lauren @ Hobo Mama May 31, 2012 at 4:45 PM

Exactly — that’s the question. I seem to crave the distractions.

That first picture, I was just thinking: How did The Gnome get so big already? And I have a 1-year-old and a (sob) almost 5-year-old. But here I am reading blogs instead of gazing at their faces…

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